The mood during the day is like on a roller coaster ride. One moment you feel high, and the very next moment you get smashed.
I was so happy to find Vova finally in Moscow! We got to know each other through Yar hub in spring, and used to chat a lot nearly every day. Then we both discovered that we’re leaving our hometown for the capital, it’s just that he left a bit earlier. And I lost all the connection with him, since he changed a sim card in his mobile, and then I moved to Moscow and didn’t have the Internet for almost 2 months. And yesterday I suddenly met him on ICQ, we exchanged phone numbers, and he phoned me, so that we could finally talk to each other for half an hour. I was really on top of the world to find this great guy, my very good acquaintance.
Then Mom phoned. I wonder why she always acts as if she’s the centre of the world and everyone should do what she wants to! I knew she’s coming to Moscow with her colleagues to visit a theatre this Saturday, and I told her many times during the last 3 weeks not to buy the ticket for me, ‘coz I won’t have an opportunity to join them. First I wanted to go to Rybinsk with my friend, now the weather changed and we decided to stay in Moscow, but I still have other things to do. “I knew you will finally give up this stupid idea to go to Rybinsk”, she says. /She always finds my every idea crazy and stupid, but I don’t care/ “So I bought a ticket for you”. – “Why Mom? I told you I have other plans!” – “Because you must go to the theatre, ‘coz I think if you went to the Variety Show Theatre /she considers it to be a non-serious place to visit./ then you will go to this theatre, too” – “Yes, I’d love to, but I don’t have time on that day, I told you!” – “Then we’ll lose the money spent on that ticket” – “But WHO told you to buy it? Why do you always act the way you wish to? Haven’t I told you I won’t join you?!” – “You’re a rascal!!! Don’t come to Yaroslavl any more, I don’t want to see you…” etc etc. WHERE IS MY FAULT??? AM I TO BE BLAMED??? WHY DOES SHE ALWAYS BEHAVE AS IF I AM HER PET???
Now I don’t know what to do… I wanted to go to IKEA and do some household things with George. But now I know I won’t have peace in my soul, ‘coz I will be thinking about that damned ticket and Mom upset for me (even though there’s no actual reason for that!)… Wish to phone Granny and talk to her. Really do wish to. I think I’ll do it today in the evening…
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It's the story of my whole life only me mother didn't buy tickets for my or something like this. She always think that every thing i do is just useless waste of time. I think u really need to call to your Granny. But remember your mother is the dearest thing in the world even she broke your, and not only, plans. You should just
understand what you want and do it!
hey dearest! Again these conflicts, u know, ur mum now knows that she's lost any emotional and material dependence of urs with her, so she wants it back, don't be upset with her blaming u, u know u aint wrong, so feel like everything is right and nothing has happened, she wants u be with her when she needs it, try to give it to her when u can and is ready to share it with u, maybe she will fulfil it then, but don't act as u own her smth coz u didnt go to the theatre. Good luck honey giffy (GIraff)! :)))
That's exactly what my Granny told me yesterday over the phone, "Don't care, you don't owe nothing to her, she'll calm down, after all it's her mistake and her problem".
She's right!!!!
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